My best friend Denise recently lost her son Jamie. This is something I hope to never do, bury one of my children. Jamie was like a son to me to in fact I spent more time with him than my own kids for alot of years and I know how hard it has been for me to deal with I cant even imagine the pain his Mother is going thru.
My Grandma also buried her youngest child and I know that it must get easier but then again its also been over 30 years for her.
This is still affecting my everyday thinking. I think about him and times we spent together alot and I hurt not only that he is gone but also that we had not talked for awhile and now I will never get the chance to tell him how much he ment to me or to say good-bye. I will always miss him and hope he knows just how much he was loved.
It has had some positive affects on my life. I know that just because they are young it don't mean that they will be here tomorrow so if there's something that needs to be worked out or you need to forgive someone for something there is no time like the present cuz you never know if you will have tomorrow.
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